Monday, January 01, 1990 . 12:00 AM
i know its my fault.
im sorry.
maybe i shudnt have done tht.
i know you`re so disappointed to me.
i rly cldnt control myself.
thts why i jusr broke dwn.
you saw;
how i hugged you and cried.
i told you i was sorry.
and i rly didnt did it on purpose.
i`ve been thinking for the whole time.
even before i started.
i didnt thought tht things wld turn out like tht.
i didnt expect for things to be like this.
maybe i shud.
or maybe i shudnt.
you know i didnt want it to hpn.
i know you will understand.
im stl thinking.
but seriously i dont know wht to do.
or even say.
i dont know how to face you.
im too ashamed to do tht.
i jusr cldnt bring myself to.
but i just cnt help it.
but once agn;
IM SORRY.