Tuesday, February 13, 2007 . 11:51 PM
rushed t parkway parade after sch.
dad drove me thr& bought stuff i wanted for me. (:
THANKYOU! ahha.
walked& bought my lunch jiu drive me bck home.
talked abt quite alot of things on th way bck home. ;D
i realized tht i hadnt been spending much time with my parents.):
i shall start t make time for my family like frm now onwards?
LOL!
Monday, February 12, 2007 . 11:49 PM
was forced t go english remedial by clarence, &dad fetched me home after tht t put my stuff.
met candice at compass& bus-ed t pasir ris, &bused t white sands agn t shop.
cant find wht i wanted at pasir ris thr, &finally bought all ym stuff at white sands.
but stl have luh.
LOL.
went home after tht cos of my curfew AGAIN.
so hard nt t fall aslp on th bus. -.-
Sunday, February 11, 2007 . 11:49 PM
met priscilla at compass& trained t plaza sing t shop.
cldnt find everything i want for CNY thr, so trained t bugis.
so fking crowded tht it took me 2green lights t cross a road tht was less thn 10m long.
squeezed with everyone& bought my stuff, left th place as fast as we cld, partly cos of my bloody curfew.
i stl havent finish my shopping lorrrr.
siannnnnns.
sibei tired luh.
friday ODAC training, saturday timah climbinb, sunday bugis& ps shop.
walk, climb, run nonstop.
-______"
Saturday, February 10, 2007 . 11:41 PM
meet pauline at ranggung first, &th othrs at compass.
lunched& bought stuff jiu train-ed t little india, switched t 107& walked t timah.
didnt find clarence anyways.
briefing, punishments, final check, warmup& training, end training, debriefed, cooled dwn& washed up.
jiu dinnered at beautyworld.
clarence wna come find me, but i say after my dinner.
but i left with th guys cos i gng shopping, so didnt meet him.
cos i lazy go find him also. ;D
me, kezia, vanessa, luke, royston, tze shuin one table.
th rest another table.
thn ordered alot of food, thn eat this eat tht till damn full.
thn all of us was like.
WAH. VERY LONG NVR LIKE THT EAT LIAO LEH.
ahha.
royston left his wallet in th bus anyways, before tht stl so high.
kisiao on th way t bustop, up th bus he jiu slp.
i jiu on phone with clarence, luke& tzeshuin they all jisiao.
thn gt off th bus very rush lidat, i thot roy didnt come dwn.
LOL.
thn he said he went dwn tht time gt feeling smth left on th bus, so he looked at th bus`s plate number.
thn he checked for his wallet but cnt find. -.-
went t talk t th person, ask us go all th way till terminal, sibei far.
cos th bus we took goes all th way t JB.
luke& th guys didnt allow me t follow them, cos they know i gt curfew.
so guailan-ed on th way bck t kovan t shop on th phone with clarence.
thn shopped alr jiu went home.
i cld have taken th train, which was must faster.
cos didnt have t wait.
i stood thr blasting techno waiting for bus.
thn thr was this ahpek behind me on a bike.
he wanted t pass but couldnt, cos i was blocking him.
so he kept ringing his bike de bell, but i cldnt hear.
cos blast techno.
thn th ahpek continued t ring th bell on his bike, &every single person turned t look at me& th ahpek behind me.
so i turned ard t see wht they looking at, thn i realized i was blocking his way.
i jitao siam thn th ppl all turned bck.
WHT-TH-FK.
kumpua paiseh lehhhhhhhhh.
LOL.
thought abt alot of things on th way bck home.
but was sibei tired by th time i reached home, so bathed& washedup jiu collapse alr. ;D
Friday, February 09, 2007 . 11:31 PM
had ODAC training after sch, &i was th I/C for th dat.
we call it th M-team.
me& daryl junior went t look for ms yeo with syed& kaven?
helped th clsrm& stuff, gathered, water paradea& attendance.
jiu admin stuff like camp com booking, camp updates& ODAC store.
PT 5sets after tht in individual grps, 1set = 10spider pumpings, 10vertical jumps, 10leg lift, 10squats, 10sets of 8jumping jacks, 1round ard th whole sch.
cooled dwn& debriefed after tht, tio punishment& some went over t fitness corner t do chin-ups.
i did th last one& cleared th punishments.
syed scold vulgar out loud& mrchia heard it whn talking t me.
so i asked during debrief who wna help& i did basically th whole thing without daryl?
with pauline, clay& royston ( president, 2vice-president )`s help.
felt tht i didnt do my best, &i sucked tht day.
dont wna be M-team anymore luhhhhhh.
train-ed t compass with pauline`s side& my side ppl.
2e4& 2e5 ppl, ODAC& badminton ppl.
dinnered at rivervale plaza with melvin& clay.
clay went off with chinyi, me& melvin walked t my hse dwnstairs de voideck t slack.
cos my curfew for friday is 0930, he pei me till 0930 thn i go bck.
talked abt stuff, i thot he very dao one.
but know him alr jiu diff liao.
LOL.
he said he nvr thought tht after 3yrs thn will talk t me.
my parents came home& saw me& him, jiu walked over ask melvin want orange anot.
cos my mom was eating. -.-
thn ask me why at here dont wna go bck.
i go bck tht time jiu ask me whos th guy, whr he live.
-______-"
melvin asked me t sms him tell him wht hpn after tht.
but he`s out with his frd at rp anyways.
was guailan-ing with clarence on th phone also.
muahahaa.
Thursday, February 08, 2007 . 11:20 PM
stl havent buy CNY clothes, &its cmg soon alr.
quite lucky havent go registrate tuition yet, or start work.
arbo i`ll just die luhhhh.
i hate tests, esp math.
i flunk every single test, 1mrk.
or 4marks.
or zero marks.
LOL!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 . 11:52 PM
CME, assembly jiu brk& rehearsal.
DAMN SIANNNNNNNN.
cant go out cos of th rehearsal.
lucky i gt royston, ckay, mel, pk& david t pei me.
arbo will die la can.
lol.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007 . 11:12 PM
went t plaza sing after sch with candice for my CNYclothes.
had a few hundnred with me, but i didnt buy anything.
LOL!
candice bought everything she needed, &we went bck t compass.
saw some ph ppl thr too, &talked abt alot of stuff.
crapped& laughed with her while shopping& lunch.
had t rush home after tht cos of th fkinh curfew.
DAMMIT.
aprilo9 thn end luhhhhhh.
Monday, February 05, 2007 . 6:05 PM
slept at abt 2am, &mom overslept &woke me up VERYLATE.
at abt gng t 7am, &normally i leave th hse at abt 7.
wht-th-fuck.
she came knocking& shouting at me asking me t wake up.
rushed all th way& met th girls at compass.
kisiao in cls with pauline lim& pauline foo, camilus, shah, luke, joel, kairen& th guys.
was talking t melody& yingjie too.
&first time in th yr i paid attention t amath.
LOL.
history was guailan-ing with pauline foo, lihao& guojun.
i brought my holy primary cls photos& PAP photos t sch, cos me& camilus said wna bring tgt.
cos both of us same primary sch, HIPS.
LIKE WHT TH FUCK.
UNTIL NOW THN I KNOW ME& HIM SAME HOLY INNOCENTS
like whole 6yrs of mylife in holy innocents primary sch i didnt even knew he was in thr.
thn we came into th same seocndary sch, &i stl didnt know it..
thn last week me, him, thn girls& guys was sitting ard& talking,
.
ME : eh, you wht pri sch one hars?
CAMILUS : HIPS. you leh?
ME : HUH?!!!!!!!!?!?!?!
.
i ' HUH ' till sibei loud, alot of ppl turned t look at me.
thn he said on th first day of sch he saw a holy primary girl, but he didnt know it was me.
he thot was me la, but he in th end didnt think it was me.
HAIYA, forget it i dont know how t explain.
thn now after 2yrs seperate cls,
we same cls alr thn both of us know we same primary sch one.
he also now thn know.
LOL!
sibei qiao lor.
all along i thot in this sch thr was only me& quanjie frm holy primary.
but now i know thr`s me, quanjia, camilus& desmond.
but i dont know who`s desmond. :/
bck t th photos,th guys sibei jisiao.
go take phone take dwn my photo.
camilus says he`s bringing his tmr, but i bet he`ll forget t bring.
ahha.
after i know we same primary sch, thn was like keep talking abt stuff bck thn.
thn lunched after sch with th girls, sibei high.
kezia gt me& yvonne t sing with her.
thn pauline dwn thr bueytahan, thn talk t yx, JQ& shah javier came dwn after darren& luke came.
klinsmann& bryson was thr too, thn left after tht cos of some stuff.
luke& bryson didnt wna let me go, i was screaming for klinsmann t help me.
luke wanted me t say th secret password, 'MARLBORO'. -_____-"
thn i stepped on his shoe thn he kiap me using his legs.
so i gave up, thn bryson stl dont wna let me go, ask me for secret code.
but his code damn long, so i just squeezed my way out.
both bryson& klinsmann my erzi, but only klins help, bryson dwn thr jisiao.
so i was like.
I LOVE YOU ERZI!
lol.
klinsman will call me everytime he sees me, bryson stl need me t say one.
went t compass, thn hougang mall.
saw jim& his frds smking at kfc outside thr,
i chua tio& kept staring at him, &he kept staring at me too.
told pauline i saw my ex stead, cos she saw me& jim staring at each othr.
LOL.
went t POSB, withdrawed money& went bck, cos pauline had t go.
saw alot of hihs ppl, like jim& jeremy, jiaxiang.
saw ys at compass, me& pauline walked towards him.
YS : hmpfh! dont want talk t you la!
ME : huh? wht thing?
YS : you la! you look at yr tongue!
haa. but he stl talked t me after tht.
xiaogary gave my number t this guy which i dont know.
thn morning wake up jiu see this guy`s sms.
xiaogary told me is th guy ask him gt girls intro, so xiaogary gave my number t him.
he asked if i was angry, thn i was like.
you alr give liao right. i angry also no use.
like wtf?
but was smsing with clarence anyways.
nt rly with th guy luh.
im rebonding my hair tmr, with ling& char.
only i rebond, both of them cut.
&this sunday rly have t go shopping alr.(:
Sunday, February 04, 2007 . 3:49 PM
woke up with muscle ache EVERYWHR.
hands, stomach, legs.
cant bend dwn, squat, run, jump, walk, pumpings& situps.
actually gng out shop with dad`s 100bucks tht he gave me,
but didnt.
shall wait till nxt wk.
luke, JQ& shah gng vivo for movie, but i didnt wna go cos i dont know wht movie they gna watch.
didnt go out with clay, des& guys/girls t celebrate joel`s bday too, cos now i wna move also pain.
LOL!
ytd night didnt go pool with th guys cos of th fking curfew.
siannnnnnns.
anyways this yr will be a lonely valentines for me!
sadded luh.
stl rmb last yr i gave him an army chain with 2 metal tags? *dont know how t say.
me& his chinese& eng names& initials engraved on it,
with th chinese word ' love '& a heartshape carved on it.
but didnt get t celebrate with him, cos he was away at camp.
spend abt 50bucks?
he claimed he wore it thruout his camp, cos i pass th chain t jack,
jack passed t him.
but this yr i`ll stl be recieving roses& valentine presents!
frm guys k.
LOL.
but i think i`ll celebrate with all my ' single ' frds.
cos dad& mom, sis& her bf.
i dont wna stay at home alone!
was emo-ing ytd night o th bus bck, pauline saw me very quite lidat,
put her hand in front of my face.
thn i look at her,
she was like.
eh. you okay anot?
thn i smiled at her thn nod.
i mean like.
arbo wht you want me t reply?
want me say: NO! IM SO NT OKAY!?
LOL.
cos before we borded th bus we were looking at th stars with royston& ppl.
i was out whole day with th girls shopping for new yr stuff.
he came over t hougang mall t fetch me home, thn his gan mummy was thr.
thn he told me his gan mummy wna see me.
LOL!
thn he help me carry my bag& shoes blahblahblah, jiu go home with th girls.
tapped in mrt alr, th girls jiu ran in to th train, just before i steppedin i decided t bus home with him alone.
jiu tap out agn, thn walked all ard sk area, thn he said he played soccer whole afternoon before tht,
thn i ask him want sit dwn anot, he say dont want.
but after soccer thn walk will leg suan right.
so went t sit at playgrd thr, thn watch th stars.
thn i told him spore like no stars lidat, he say have.
i say i nvr see any, thn he use his hand lifted my head up by th chin thr, thn i jiu saw 3 stars in a straight line.
i rmb very clearly, i dont know why.
thn stl rmb my mom called thn i dua her say i on th way home.
lol.
thn he walked me home, send me t lift thr, abt 12midnight lidat.
i go home alr jitao go window thr, saw him run across traffic light take cab home,
thn he reached home after i bathe, i jiu ask him he run across traffic light take cab isit.
thn he was like.
' wah, i now must very careful leh, my every movement you also know. i very dangerous leh.'
' why leh? dont want is it? nt willing t let me know is it? '
' no la, i whr dare? very willing la. '
but anyways, everything`s over.
&im proud t say, I DONT NEED GUYS T SURVIVE.(:
Saturday, February 03, 2007 . 11:56 PM
was suppose t meet pauline 11am at ranggung, in th end met her at 1130.
went t POSB *compass t withdraw money, but th queue was so fking long.
so went t bk look for pris, thn go yoshi lunched.
i spent $9.30, pauline $9.10.
amanda& geraldine came halfway,
thn th rest came.
me& pauline sat at yoshi for abt 1hr plus eating.
LOL!
cos we met th othrs at 1230.
by th time they came i was stl eating. XD
quite alot of ppl, me; pauline; amanda; geraldine; kezia; vanessa;norwani; luke; jonyeo; royston; clay; naqib; syafiq; sufi; isfaiz; &alot of othr malay girls& guys.
bought some stuff after tht jiu trained t little india, switched t 170.
guailan-ed with pauline on th bus, thn walked t bukit timah.
starting jiu kena pumpings cos didnt bring stuff, thn went off after tht.
i did extra for every set, with clay, naqib& othrs.
i was alr dwn halfway thn mrchia& th guys came dwn, so i went dwn with them agn& up.
mrchia was like.
aiseh, no wonder la. my napfa girl leh.
LOL!
thn th guys damn sacarstic, was like.
yalor! 30points, full leh! top worrrrrrr.
WHATEVER LORRRRRRR.
thn whn i went for th last set, mrchia said smth which i didnt understand.
thn he was like.
MRCHIA : i know la, you dont know wht i mean.
ME : but nvm, i`ll take it as a compliment.
hahaa.
on th way dwn with pauline, clay,& guys was damn funny.
cos th slope was damn steep, me& pauline walked backwards.
thn i was looking at th floor thn was damn dizzy.
sang, cheered, laughed& screamed all th way dwn.
thn as you know thrs monkeys at bukit timah right.
they`re protected anyways.
thn th guys tried t scare me& pauline saying they`ll bite& attack blahblahblah.
thn pauline rly believed thm.
thn she was standing beside me on my left,
clay, darrly& guys in front of me& her.
i put my bag on th floor in between me& pauline.
thn she turned ard& sceamed.
thn i screamed, cos i thot thr was a monkey or whtevr.
but thr wasnt, she screamed cos she thot my bag was a monkey.
-__________-"
debriefed, streches& pumpings, washedup& went off.
on th way bck thr was so many monkeys EVERYWHR.
finally reached kopitiam for dinner.
&cos it was norwani`s bday today, all of us stood& sang( or rather, shout ) a bday song for her.
she was th only one seated, so it was obvious tht it was her bday.
EVERY SINGLE PERSON TURNED& LOOKED.
like wtf? LOL!
every single one of us cheered& clapped like siao, even th tchers.
i was laughing with pauline, cos even th cooks in th kitchen stopped work& stared at us.
after we finished th song, everyone (public) laughed.
thn we laughed also.
waited for everyone`s food t come, thn ate tgt.
luckily we didnt have t do cheers.
thn before our food came, i put my head on my hand on th table t rest.
thn royston took th menu give me.
i was like.
huh? i order liao.
thn they all laugh, cos royston wna give me th menu t lie on, cos th table quite dirty.
thn royston was like.
thn royston was like.
i also nvr ask you order leh.
extended curfew till 9.30 lidat, have t ask cca tcher t write letter for counsellor,
cos i have t extend curfew for every friday& saturday.
tchers cabbed home, isfaiz lompang,
mrchia motorbiked home.
we bused bck t little india, train-ed bck t sk& lrt-ed home.
clay& daryl went off at farrer park t meet joel& des for pool.
was 'fighting' &guailan-ing with luke& royston on th train,
i think alot of ppl was looking at us.
thn royston bluetooth-ed me this very sick ' song '.
all of us were laughing, thn pauline was like.
EH YOU CAN STOP LIAO ANOT?! DONT KEEP PLAYING THIS LA!
thn in th lrt pauline bakar with me go make royston,
but i havent make him pauline jiu go make him,
thn he know alr.
thn he was like.
ar bar ji pua ah!
thn before i alighted i scratched his hand with my nails, his skin jitao red.
thn he shouted.
ar bar gor pua ah!
LOL!
i went out of th lrt alr& stepped bck in, he jitao run bck inside.
alot of ppl was looking anyways.
ahhaa.
homed, dad like wna talk t me, but i huanlo him. XDXD
bathed jiu jitao slp, didnt bother abt drying my hair.
damn tired luhhh.
anyways, th ar bar thing, think you ppl wont get it.
only ppl tht was thr will get wht i mean.
&&&, I LOVE MY PIONEER ODAC PPL!
i love odac too.(:
Friday, February 02, 2007 . 11:54 PM
finally rmb-ed t return ODAC`s mt bag today. XD
changed seats, &FUCK IT.
IM RIGHT IN FRONT OF TH CLS.
1st row, centre thr.
WHICH MEANS IN FRONT OF TCHERS.
FUCK IT.
actually gt gary, lucky in th end is pauline.
jessica& suzhen on my left, melody& girls on my right.
BUT FUCK IT LA. I DONT WANT T SIT IN FRONT.
haissssssss.
slept in history lesson, th tcher like nvr see me slp lidat.
she ask othr ppl t wake up nvr ask me t wake up.
maybe cos im at th corner& last row?
LOL.
ran t 3E4 put bks& went t geog rm for kezia, thn ran t HOD t look for ms yeo.
went t kezia`s hse after tht for lunch, she did her camp com stuff,
i watched tv& slacked.
rushed bck t sch for ODAC, &FUCK I GT CAUGHT MY MURU FOR TUCK OUT SHIRT.
wht-th-fuck?
only tuck out right.
thn he ask me go office outside wait for him.
&HE WENT OFF FOR LUNCH AT CANTEEN WITH OTHR TCHERS.
WHATTHEFUCK.
made me sit thr like fuck for 20mins, msyeo walked pass& saw me.
cld tell she was pissed lor.
thn javier joel shah came jisiao awhile, melvin jiu came t talk jiu went off alr.
thn after meeting muru ran all th way up t outside ODAC rm,
nobody jiu run t 1T1clsrm.
i went in only they jiu ask me put dwn bag& chase kokyuan.
i jitao blur, thn just walked ard th rm like siao lidat.
-______-"
did stuff, thn PT.
1 set = 1round ard sch, 10sets of 4jumping jacks, 10squats, 10leg lift(10secs), 10vertical jumps, 10spider pumpings.
we had t do 5sets.
ajra& chery had some problems, but in th end all cleared.
thn i kena pumpings agn.
cos me& daryl junior didnt know we were th I.Cs for nxt trng.
thn mrchia was like.
eileen& darly jr, give me 20diamond pumpings.
siannnnnn.
debriefed alr i kena pumpings agn cos of tuck out shirt.
piangs.
so i dwn 10agn.
did dont know how many fking pumpings today la.
tmr stl gt trng at bkt timah.
dinnered at compass with ppl.
thn went over t highway t pei th guys bball.
clarence called anyways& asked if i pierced my tongue alr.
LOL!
he said i dao whn he was th one tht didnt call me.
stl say i pangseh cos i nvr msg him.
charmaine kup halfway i dont know why.
&im stl nt talking t my dad.
i`ll just continue t dao him.
HAHAHHA.
he keeps drinking& drinking, &in th middle of th night he wld go out.
always give me tht face, dont talk t me nvm stl wna scold.
fk it luh.
Thursday, February 01, 2007 . 10:05 PM
quarelled with parents, or rather only my dad.
cos just pierced tongue, so told dad t hel me buy porridge.
but sueysuey he buy de porridge damn hardd t chew.
no soup lidat. -.-
thn he told me he bought dou hua also, say i can eat.
thn of cos i eat th dou hua right, easier t eat.
dont even need t chew, thn he came out& started shouting at me.
say i ask him buy porridge, dont eat porridge eat othrs,
say th dou hua is my mother want one, thn say frm now on i`ll setle dinner outside myself.
he wont buy for me, thn he shouted at my mom too,
say wna go out buy cup noodles for me, everyday eat cup noodles.
take mt k. t threaten me too.
WHT-TH-FK.
th whole thing was like:
*in chinese
.
DAD : nah, yr porridge, &dou hua, eat if you want.
ME : *eat douhua cos dont wna eat porridge halfway.
DAD : ~!@#$%^&*. say want porridge i buy porridge, now you dont wat porridge go& eat dou hua. dou hua is mom want one thn buy one hor. ytd buy noddles for you you go throw away. nxt time dont ask me buy anything for you anymore. frm now onwards you settle yr dinner outside yrself, im nt buying for you. *thn niam abt mt k, *walks over t tv& switched th tv off, ask me t finish th whole porridge& go t th kitchen t eat.
*in hokkien.
MOM : i alr say suah liao right.
DAD : I SAY IM GNG OUT T GET MAGGI MEE FOR HER, IM NT BUYING DINNER FOR HER ANYMORE. SHE WANTS SHE CAN EAT MAGGI, DONT WANT SUA.
MOM : I ALR SAY SUA LIAO LA HOR!
DAD : you wna eat dinner outside you dont take money frm me, blahblahblah. SLAMS DOOR& WENT OFF.
.
i jitao throw away all th porridge thn slammed th door go room slp alr.
like wtf la can.
went t sch extra early cos i dont wna see my dad.
recess ate porridge too.
thn after sch drank soup& those stuff.
yvonne help me tell th auntie t cut those stuff, so easier t chew.
thn went t kezia`s hse t slack after tht.
helped her with her blog, thn dinnered at her hse.
porridge too.
LOL.
thn her family came bck, thn i went off alr.
nowadays sibei cold can?
dont know why.
me& father stl dao-ing each othr.
he went t his rm once he reached home& bathe.
i just fk care him luh.
tmr& saturday this 2days whole day i`ll be outside.
dont have t see him.
if nt bcos of my curfew i wont reach home so early one lor.
sunday i`ll go out whole day also, &i purposely didnt ask him t fetch me home after sch.
but monday gt family counselling session sia.
WTF.
me& my dad nia. -____-"
i stl wanted t ask 3e4 ppl come my hse mahjong one lor.
cos tht time pauline joel they all ask my hse gt mahjong anot, want come play.
but monday gt english remedial also.
but think pon-ing?
dont know yet.
i`ll be asking ppl t come ovr t mahjong, make my father more dulan.
hahahahahaa.
