Sunday, February 04, 2007 . 3:49 PM
woke up with muscle ache EVERYWHR.
hands, stomach, legs.
cant bend dwn, squat, run, jump, walk, pumpings& situps.
actually gng out shop with dad`s 100bucks tht he gave me,
but didnt.
shall wait till nxt wk.
luke, JQ& shah gng vivo for movie, but i didnt wna go cos i dont know wht movie they gna watch.
didnt go out with clay, des& guys/girls t celebrate joel`s bday too, cos now i wna move also pain.
LOL!
ytd night didnt go pool with th guys cos of th fking curfew.
siannnnnnns.
anyways this yr will be a lonely valentines for me!
sadded luh.
stl rmb last yr i gave him an army chain with 2 metal tags? *dont know how t say.
me& his chinese& eng names& initials engraved on it,
with th chinese word ' love '& a heartshape carved on it.
but didnt get t celebrate with him, cos he was away at camp.
spend abt 50bucks?
he claimed he wore it thruout his camp, cos i pass th chain t jack,
jack passed t him.
but this yr i`ll stl be recieving roses& valentine presents!
frm guys k.
LOL.
but i think i`ll celebrate with all my ' single ' frds.
cos dad& mom, sis& her bf.
i dont wna stay at home alone!
was emo-ing ytd night o th bus bck, pauline saw me very quite lidat,
put her hand in front of my face.
thn i look at her,
she was like.
eh. you okay anot?
thn i smiled at her thn nod.
i mean like.
arbo wht you want me t reply?
want me say: NO! IM SO NT OKAY!?
LOL.
cos before we borded th bus we were looking at th stars with royston& ppl.
i was out whole day with th girls shopping for new yr stuff.
he came over t hougang mall t fetch me home, thn his gan mummy was thr.
thn he told me his gan mummy wna see me.
LOL!
thn he help me carry my bag& shoes blahblahblah, jiu go home with th girls.
tapped in mrt alr, th girls jiu ran in to th train, just before i steppedin i decided t bus home with him alone.
jiu tap out agn, thn walked all ard sk area, thn he said he played soccer whole afternoon before tht,
thn i ask him want sit dwn anot, he say dont want.
but after soccer thn walk will leg suan right.
so went t sit at playgrd thr, thn watch th stars.
thn i told him spore like no stars lidat, he say have.
i say i nvr see any, thn he use his hand lifted my head up by th chin thr, thn i jiu saw 3 stars in a straight line.
i rmb very clearly, i dont know why.
thn stl rmb my mom called thn i dua her say i on th way home.
lol.
thn he walked me home, send me t lift thr, abt 12midnight lidat.
i go home alr jitao go window thr, saw him run across traffic light take cab home,
thn he reached home after i bathe, i jiu ask him he run across traffic light take cab isit.
thn he was like.
' wah, i now must very careful leh, my every movement you also know. i very dangerous leh.'
' why leh? dont want is it? nt willing t let me know is it? '
' no la, i whr dare? very willing la. '
but anyways, everything`s over.
&im proud t say, I DONT NEED GUYS T SURVIVE.(:
